The desk drawer opens easily, the inside is lined with oiled leather to protect the contents against the harsh elements. Inside the drawer Isugtag finds the Walleroo’s logbook, together with several personal letters, a fountain pen and a photograph showing the captain with his wife and three boys.
The final entry in the logbook is detailed below:
As he removed the logbook, Isugtag also noticed that there appears to be a false panel at the back of the drawer.SS Walleroo - Captain’s Log - Final Entry wrote:March 12th. It is over. My hand is wholly useless now, lost to the gangrene, and the red lines of infection have spread past the tourniquet and up my arm. There is nothing to be done. My own stench disgusts me.
Bowers passed on in the night.
I am no Shackleton, no Mawson, to face the odds and overcome them. I am merely an old tired soul who has lost the gamble and will die alone upon the ice. The horrible endless ice. It is beautiful, but heartless. In these past few days I have come to hate its cruelty. It cries, and whispers, and moans to me in the still air, grinding hopes and prayers away in mindless hostile fury. I pray the others got away. There is nothing for anyone here. Even the whales are long gone.
Should anyone ever find this log, let me praise once again the excellence and skill of my officers and crew. Their loyalty and stout hearts are without peer. I wish them well and pray that they are now safely homeward bound.
I give my love to Nancy and the boys. May they find happiness in years to come. I only regret I cannot hold them to me one last time.
God forgive me for what I am about to do.
Stephen Willard, Captain
SS Walleroo.